Days without coffee: 3

Mood: Happy (as usual) and yet terribly aggrevated. (explanation further down)

Hair: Dark, very thick, long, and straight.

Outfit: Abercrombie jeans (I got them for $10 on the clearance rack! haha) a T-shirt with John Lennon and the words "all you need is love." (because it's true) and... a crimson Indiana University hoodie (because they rock) that belongs to an incredibly HOT guy that parks next to me in a kickass Nova (a '71 to be exact) It smells faintly of cologne. *sigh*

Shoes: My black and somewhat lived in chucks. Hey! Today's my day to dress for comfort.

Breakfast: A rather forlorn meal lacking coffee. *tears*

So... I'm in the sparsley populated library pretending  to be studying my little heart out. I've realized that school will more than likely get me into a huge rut. Finacially. I'd like to teach history on a college level which will take YEARS of my precious life to accomplish it. (my heart broke when I realized I could be nothing like Indiana Jones) The way it's going my great-great grandkids will probably be paying off my education. I'm finishing school if it's the last thing I do. But I can't help but to be slightly pissed at my ancestors.

Why do they affect my college education, you ask?

Well... I'm 1/4 Cherokee Indian. If my -ahem- ignorant great-grandparents, or great-great grandparents, or even my grandpa!! would of registered as a damn Indian, I could of went to school for FREE!!!!!! I guess I'm part of the Stupid Tribe. And yes, I do deserve to go to school for free because:

 #1 I work my ass off. I get good grades And during the summer I never see the sun shine because I'm in an office earning money to PAY for college. 

#2 I'm part of the middle class and we middle class people are the backbone of the damn country. We NEVER get anything free. 

#3 My ancestors were forced down the Trail of Tears.

OK!! I'm taking this too far. Even if I was registered, I'd still pay for my college education. (yeah I have scholarships and all...) Why? Because I don't want anything handed over to me, espcaily for something that happened to some of my ancestors like 175 years ago. Why should I get payment for what they suffered through. It's over with. If I ever live to be 80 years old, I want to look back on my life with the satisfaction knowing that no one handed me anything. I want to work for what I get and so many people don't understand that. Some many people have a lack of pride.

Anyway...

I have a new goal in life. Someday I will be able to play "Classical Gas" by Eric Clapton. hahaha